April 2012
Two years
wasted. I love her but she never wanted me.
No sleep… You know I can’t stay strong anymore. I give up. I’ve fought this to have no positive out come. It’s time I stop fighting this and just take my leave. Sorry everyone but the past week has been planing. Yairi I only really dumped you because my final day, my final breath isn’t worth crying over, I love you. Just getting everything ready I guess
My liver will hate me a week from now when it can feel again.
f you lose me, you lose a good thing, that’s one thing I know for sure. If you lose me, girl, you lose a good thing, that’s one thing I know for sure. When you were sick, girl, I held your hand, When you were troubled I tried to understand, Staying with you I did anything I can, ‘Cause losing you was not part of the plan.
I chose not to live anymore
I stole my own breath
I let the light drift from my eyes
I forced the song out of my mind
But I never intended for my skin to fray and go numb
All I wanted to do was hold you.
FUCK YOU ALL I'M GOING MIA!
I feel like I'm out of my mind just floating.