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Some one did something to me
I got mad at a friend
I thought I could hold a grudge
I thought I would hate her till the end
I tried to hate her
I tried to be mad
But being with out her
Just mad me sad
I didn’t know what was happening
Or what was wrong with me
I could not figure out
What my problem could be
I tried yelling at her
But that just made me want to cry
The thought of me hurting her
Just mad me want to die
I didn’t want to hurt her
I couldn’t even look her in the eye
So I said “I don’t care”
Which was a lie
Finally I figured out my problem
The thing that was holding me back
I realized I loved her
The same person I wanted to smack
I didn’t believe I loved her
I didn’t think I could
I thought my feelings deceived me
But having some one I loved felt good
But then I thought
How could this be true
I can’t hate her
And care about her too
I realized I was afraid
Afraid of what she might think
I thought if I admitted I cared
My confidence would shrink
So like always
I kept my feelings inside
But I could not stand not talking to her
So I had to say it
I could not hide
Now that I told her
I feel like I have to stay
Because she cares for me
And caring back is the only good way
